My First Love...

I was not fully matured was what my mates thought
It was all rubbish, I felt like girging them
All for the dear "she" I kept my composure
Disgustingly, it was never the real "me"...

She was beautiful, looked very sultry indeed
But never ever did she showered love upon me
For I was called "The man of hatred"
Not just me but all thought none would marry me
As days passed by, her charm took me elsewhere
I even began day-dreaming of her
Was just hoping for some mysterious magic to happen
For it was uneventful as my hopes were shaken

One day, I don't know what had spurred me up
I was desperate to show the love I'd for her
Was thinking of ways to give feathers to my love
Did she arrive? 'coz the breeze along with her tranquilled the air
The whole world seemed as if it came to halt
I kept gazing at her unanswered yet expressive looks
Felt as if she has arrived just for that purpose
Only thing left was me saying out those three dangerous words

To my joy, don't know what had triggered her
Kept pinching myself as I could never believe
Yea, she had something to speak to me
But I too had many unquestioned questions before she could retreat
Speechlessly listened to all that she was saying
Noticed the thick black contours around her big beady eyes
Glam doll for others, my life was she for me
Couldn't digest any thought of me living without her...

Good friends we were in a short span of time
She was always more than a friend to me and she got to know that now
Still she was herself and I was myself
Don't wanna leave a penny moment from now on...

Desperation Weathers Life...

There was a time when I felt lonely,
Out I ran from my home to live in reality,
Now I realize how stupider I must have been
'coz when I left my home I couldn't realize that I'd left everything!!!

I was like a soldier running away from his troop
Out came pouring the enemy military
Seeing that he retrospected the inevitable
No chance he had but to relinquish his life
Being an armyman it wasn't new to him
But what he fancied is sickening him now
Left With no other option but to march forward
All arrows piercing through the thin air
Alas! It was savage... It was meant to be...

I was in dire straits being struck in this cob-web
Wanna continue no more this frustrating piece of shit
I admit that I was wrong and have suffered long enough
But don't have the guts to go back home with shivering feet
Parents can never be so heartless is what is known
But I still can't understand what had allured me all these days
'coz even my destiny started becoming gloomy now
Am really out of thoughts... you people please help me out...

Watching me arrive at home brought back the joy in my family
Else staring brings back the feeling of belongingness in me
I wonder why I'd repented for leaving my home
But for which I wouldn't have known the reason for my humility
This snapshot brought me much closer to my loved ones
For now I started recognizing the pearls and the stones
With the only hope that my mistakes have been forgiven
I better start living happily hereafter, once again...

Reading Alone Won't Help...

Ya, this is Phanee :)(quite funny?)
n that title describes lil’ bit of me
See, cause I’ve never proliferated much
Hmm.. I haven’t tasted success as such.

This doesn’t happen to be my very first try
Everytime I tried different, people said gud-bye
They bullied me, boo-ed right in my face,
But I’ve enough left in me to take on that disgrace

Oh, I remember (remember)
There were times when ppl jumped right out of the bushes
And provided me with some sort of cushions(cushions)
But with time, people too have changed
Now they don’t give a damn about what I’ve messaged
Forgot to mention, they call me “senseless” at times,
Don’t know where they picked it up from but used it many-a-time

Whacky!! I never bothered to listen to them
This is what I’m now and what I would be then
Obviously, I’m enjoyin’ the fusion here
Ain’t so sure is it the same with you dear
Don’t ponder as ‘m partying with a bottle of beer
Miraculously you all weren’t seen there

Group dances, late night parties have become the fashion mama
How long they would last is just an another saga
Note that I’m not a protagonist in this drama
But you know what, I go to bed with a flask of llama
Don’t laugh…(to the group) Does this sound so absurd to ya
I’m afraid then it’s not me but the problem is ‘coz of ya
Look at your lives... nothing else but another cocoony
Where they forget ways to combat things in reality
Kudos to your guts as you offer no shelter, show no hospitality
But you’re gonna experience the same, one day, this tragedy

All it takes for us to solve this is to have a re-un
Where one speaks up n others just shut up n listen
Hope that I delivered what I always wanted to deliver
I am neither trying being different nor behaving indifferent
Now it’s upto ya, change now and change forever
If it’s not rhyming, so what? The essence is important
Said enough, I’m ending in here
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My 1st Drudge work at school...

When I'm a little older
I plan to become a teacher
I'll teach the children
With love and affection

Years later, I went to a school
And asked the principal for this job
The principal agreed and I was happy
But when I went to the class, I felt dumb

When I was new to the class
The whole class acted as if they were good
But when I became familiar to them
They showed all their hooliganism

When I'm present in the class
The whole class is quiet and poise :D
But when my period is over
The whole class starts making noise

When I teach the children
They listen very quietly
But, as the bell rings and my period is over
The whole class forgets my teaching nicely :(